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May 20, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Desirae
Today was a picture perfect day. In my eyes, nothing went wrong. I also slept the majority of the day…
Well last night, I got a phone call that lasted hours on end…but that’s a good thing 
and then after the phone call I ended up talking to another friend for a good couple more hours and it was a really deep conversation. My friend really needed to talk to me and it was such an incredible testimony builder for me too, because my friend told me that I was an answer to their prayers because she needed someone there for her and she didn’t think anyone could or would be. and There I was. It really made me feel blessed to be who I am and who I am is someone that she needed.
I finally got to sleep at the crack of dawn and slept til about 9am. I decided I WAS not waking up that early and since I didn’t have any plans and I do not like being bored, I would force myself back to sleep. So I slept til about noon and my mom called and wanted to bring the kids swimming at my place so they all came over and we went swimming and My roommate and I tanned and laid out and enjoyed the company.
I had woken up with a throbbing migraine… I literally felt like I had been hit by a train, so after they all left I just laid in my bed to relax and ended up falling back asleep til 6:45…. and then went back to bed for another hour. I finally woke up and my parents came over.
Now pause that, for this. I am so grateful for the priesthood and it’s role in my life. I am so grateful for those that value it in their life and live worthy to hold it as well. I LOVE that my dad has had it my entire life, I never had to look elsewhere growing up, and I am so grateful for that. I am grateful that my dad will still drop absolutely everything to come and help me when I am in need of the priesthood and it’s power. I also love that my family and I can share such spiritual experiences with one another so openly and testify to each other in just conversations. I just love my family too. anyways, I’m rambling now, but I am just grateful.
There has been a situation that I haven’t had any control over and I finally talked to my parent about it because it was really bothering me and effecting not just my physical and temporal being but my spirit and soul and just weighing at me. Because of the power of the priesthood and my dad’s willingness to exercise it, the situation has vanished. It was beautiful. I wish I could share it’s details, they are just too sacred, but we were all in tears and could feel it and it was just amazing.
So after my parents left, my roommate and I went to a psych marathon! After it was over, we met up with another roomie and some friends from the ward and went scorpion hunting and killing! woo! We then went and moved a couch. 4 girls, moved a couch all the way up our stairs too,, by ourselves. we were pretty proud.
WE all just hung out for a bit here at our house and They made me play guitar for them so I serenaded them, and I guess it gave me practice performing and they were nice so it was fun. We rapped up the night after a while of just hanging out and here I am. In my bed in my MayDay Parade tour t-shirt, not being able to sleep and left with my thoughts.
My thoughts are pretty entertaining right now though.
I have had so many miracles happen right in front of me the last week or so and it is so humbling and makes me feel so blessed. I am just a grateful heart.
SO let’s pick the thought of today: The person you want, should be the person that you are.
completely random but when I started typing that’s just what my fingers did. Let’s stick with it this time.
x0x0x0
Desirae
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Apr 19, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 18, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 17, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 16, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 16, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 14, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 8, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 6, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 6, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 4, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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Apr 3, 2012 Uncategorized Leave a comment
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